you’re going to play it cool, i know
the longest it’s been
was a really long time
and i hate to go into
any specifics, but
i wish when i told you
that i was honest and
simultaneously,
obviously,
Lonely,
you could have agreed
to move on to the
next pretty girl you
could find freckled anywhere
and not in a bar
belonging to my favorite
neighborhood that i am
still trying to get used to
in a town far away that i
ran as far as i could to
feel like everything was
finally and thoroughly
absolutely
okay,
but i know deep down,
i am counting on my myself to
pull out of this deep mess that
i didn’t dig too far down in to
solve the situations the fastest
that i could in the shortest
amount of time i gave myself to
avoid feeling
Lonely
because i am not and
i wish you actually
were.